Monday, October 24, 2005

The journey to my heart

My journey began long before I knew I was looking for something. One night I received an email asking me if I was ready to embark on a journey. I had no idea where it would go. It started with a list. Tired of carrying the weight of my life, I packed lightly with only what would fit in my little backpack. At daybreak, I met many travelers who were ready for such a journey as this.

I found a hidden door in a tree and was whisked away by a night ride in moonlight. Mysterious gypsies drew me with a silent call in the night. Some kind of enchantment made my dreams deep and meaningful. Before long, I woke each day excited to know what would happen next. The journey to an island brought memories I didn’t know I possessed. Ancient knowledge was revealed to me. How can my life ever be the same now?

I learned to proclaim who I am. I am no longer the invisible child! See me! Hear me! Understand my words! Slowly I have come to realize my own truth. That truth is to be free. Unburdened by my own past and my parents past. Just let it go and find what’s around that next corner.

I have met celestial beings. I have met wee fairies. I have met warriors of great strength and feminine mystic. I have met talking donkeys and talking dolls. I have met known hell raisers. I have been reintroduced to friends of old who knew me long ago.

And now I have learned to be open in a completely new way. My heart feels lighter than I ever remember it being. I have let go of old cryptic ideas. I have found a new road. The Silk Road. It winds through space and time; thoughts and dreams; mystery and magic.

Somewhere along the way I met myself. The child, the girl, and the woman I want to be. I was stunned to discover that I needed to make some changes. To hold my own hand and say, “Yes! We can do this.” Brick by brick I had to tear down my own walls and find an inner world rich with ideas waiting to be discovered.

At last, I am in an distant land with no water and no road. I have finally come to the last door. The one that was hidden away for safekeeping, so no one would find that brilliant light. The key is the secret that I hid in my own heart. It was a prisoner there that I bound tight. And through my journey the ties loosened. And fell away, until I could feel an ache of joy and freedom coming close. The key that spilled from my lips opened the door and released my spirit. Away I flew with magic wings. I saw a wild fire burning. The fire of my anger, my regret, my invisibility burning, burning, gone!

3 Comments:

At 5:17 AM, Blogger Nessie said...

How wonderful. I will read this to the girls most certainly.

Nessie

 
At 3:20 PM, Blogger Lois said...

Luna,
I know of that backpak I also received one...Purple in colour and with it like you were embarking on a journey like no other.
To wake each day with excitment is rare in todays REAL world but this world is of our own making.
It is life revealing and life changing and one will never be the same after the journeys end.
To say to others that I have changed because I went on a journey where I met and talked with donkeys,winged horses and old craggy women ,enchantresses,and as you said - mystics,may to some seem like a new madness(If only they knew).
I look foward to meeting you as we both travel this wonderful road to enlightenment....
Look for me Luna, a small grey haired happy jolly woman with a purple backpack and a starry look in her eyes.
Lois (Muse of the Sea)
4/11/05

 
At 1:13 PM, Blogger Luna said...

Dear Lois,

It will be a pleasure to meet a sister traveler and the Muse of the Sea as well. This road to enlightenment may never end now! I will look for you, sweet one.

Blessings!
Luna

 

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